3 words, 8 letters. Say it and I’m yours.

He loves her and she clearly adores him, but they are not together. She might be the girl of his dreams and he might be the only person she can rely on when things don’t go her way, but neither of them is willing to give in. Neither of them wants to be owned by the other.

Love is definitely not a boring boy-meets-girl, girl-hates-boy, and boy-marries-girl for Blair and Chuck. Just when you think they are actually having their sweetest onscreen confession, one of them would spoil the moment and drive away the other until their apparently good relationship goes kaput. It’s self-sabotage really. It is pretty obvious that all they want is to be with each other, but because of their flawed characters plagued by insecurities, they always end up in the arms of another. This endless cycle has everyone asking the biggest Gossip Girl quiz to date: When will Blair and Chuck quit these mind games they play on each other?

Click here to read more about when Blair and Chuck will say those 3 words, 8 letters.

PS: I love them so much. If you haven’t watch this TV Series, BOO!!!!

I can’t help but to think, about our habits.

As we know, time changes as season changes. Acquaintances or ‘friends’ change from time to time. Flings, scandals and lovers, they come, they go. But your soul mate? Let’s save it until you have really found yours.

You see, I have always been fascinated on how my daily routines changed from one week to another. I mean, yeah sure, the days in that week would be somewhat similar, but the following week, they are not exactly similar. They change.

A couple of months ago, I would go socialize with some acquaintances from college. Which by now, I have realized that I am not exactly that kind of a person who actually goes out with acquaintances and just hang out. No. I might as well do something more beneficial than wasting time, staring at each other, drinking teh-o-ais.

Today, well today, I wonder hard how ‘hang out’ buddies change, just like seasons do. But the closed ones remain.

How are social habits formed? From where I stand, well, I guess it’s pretty much influenced by the people around me. Or people that matter to me. You see, when you start to talk often to a person, you would spend more time with him/her. Like casual hang-outs, text-messages, calls etc.

I must say, it is funny how text-messaging is sooooo vital in the social context nowadays. You know like, when a guy wants to hit on a girl, he starts texting her and shit. Like 24/7. Or, how friends constantly talk to each other on text messaging. Zzz. Bad habit, bad habit. Bazir duit pun ada.

Don’t get me wrong. New habits that adapt to your ever-changing lifestyle are pretty good, you see? You wouldn’t want a mundane lifestyle throughout. So, habits break, forming new ones.

But what happens when a person has become your daily habit, and you don’t really want it to change just yet?

Wondering and I must ask you, don’t you get bored of reading blogs? Especially this particular one. I feel like I’m drying out. And the themes for every posts are similar.

But still, I love to write. So how?

1.        What’s your previous ex’s name?

§          It was so easy to remember. My cousin’s name + my dad’s name = M******* A****** J*****

2.        When did you guys hook up?

§          Hurm… Let me think. If I’m not mistaken after SPM. You do the math.

3.        How long did you think you’d last?

§          Not long due to some complication. No chemistry

4.        If you would have had kids with him/her, what would have been their names?

§          Dunno. Never plan it.

5.        Do you still love him/her?

§          He’s my past

6.        Would you get back with them?

§          Why would I? I’m happy now.

7.        Was he/her your first love?

§          Nope. My first love is a different story.

8.        What did your parents think of him/her?

§          Not sure. Didn’t really bother to ask them about it.

9.        Did you get along with his/her friends?

§          Only a few of them. Probably because of different cliques group that we are in.

10.     Did he/her get along with your friends?

§          No. some of my friends in MMU Malacca didn’t really like him. Shhhh~

11.     Why did you break up?

§          Basically I wasn’t feeling it any more with him.

12.     Was it a “Clean” Break up?

§          Not sure because I just don’t bother about it anymore. Call me cold hearted, I don’t care. *evil laugh*

13.     Do you still talk to this person?

§          No. He goes his own way and I go with mine.

14.     If they were right in front of you what would you say to them?

§          ……………

15.     Where did you meet?

§          Volleyball practice. Secondary school. I had a crush on his friend but dia pulak yang respond. Haish… Salah mantera. LOL!

16.     What was the best part of your relationship?

§          Can’t recall.

17.     Would you be able to wake up to that face every morning?

§          I rather wake up to face my Papakins *kiss kiss Papakins*

18.     Did your siblings like him/her?

§          Just a part of him.

19.     Would you rather him/her text you or call you?

§          Like he have the gut to text/call me. Give me a break!

20.     Do you wish he/she called/text you right now?

§          I wish nothing. If he has the gut to do either one, go ahead.

21.     What are your latest thoughts of him/her?

§          I just hope for the best for him. Nothing more, nothing less.

22.     What’s your favorite memory with that person?

§          None that I could think of.

23.     Remembering all that, does it make you miss them?

§          Hahaha… you gotta be kidding me. NO!

24.     Now, honestly, do you still love him/her?

§          Are you shitting me?! Of course not!

So now, I here by tag the following people;

Ø        Shat

Ø        Nazay

Ø        Suthesh

Ø        Fariza

Ø        Syude

Ø        Ana

“And it could be that humanity will someday “‘come of age,’”
outgrow religion and stand on its own as an autonomous adult.”
Louis P. Pojman

SO FUCKING TRUE.

Tell me, how many are in the race holding tightly to the sacred teachings? And how many are in the race generated by worldly things but yet; are carrying portions of humanity with them while they are chasing life away?Yes, my eyes are open. Not fully, but wide enough to see this other side of life approach. So don’t worry dear heart, I’ll pick my words carefully. If only I could talk to the Mastermind behind all these chaos; I would probably be laughing at all my questions.

PS: Can’t wait to be back in Cyber on Friday & meet Papakins. Me miss him su much.

It’s really funny if you think about the life and the death. Many of us know that we are bound to leave this world just any seconds. We feel bad about it, know that we should live and love. But too bad, the forces are stronger, most of us tend to forget about it as time passes on. We live loud.

Phases of life are often hard to adapt to, I know most of my phases were pretty hard to adapt to. But gradually, you embrace them. Gradually, it gets better in time.

I met a boy few years ago, and we were closed friends. We’d go to watch movies together, and I would accompany him whenever he fled school. Budak baru masuk university, ponteng lecture/tutorialh cool apa? But gradually, we grew apart. Naturally, like most friendships grew distant when the other has this little ‘intimate relationship’ going on, we grew apart.

I didn’t get to hear stories of how he fell in love. I wasn’t really there when he went through one of the darkest chapters in his life. I turned a deaf ear.

Today, after many distant, quiet gaps, I met him over coffee. And I saw a boy I once knew, growing into a guy I hardly even know. He’s in love. Clearly, I have been missing for a long time. And because of what? Because of this little thing called, ‘love’.

Like seasons, phases come and go. Sometimes the people you were with a couple years ago appear back after much silence. The beautiful part about this is how they are able to put the past behind, and accept you for who you are.

When asked, “How would you know you’re in love?”

He simply answered, “When you wanna be with a specific someone every single minute you can and nothing else matters.”

It is funny how love is always the primary essence in life - the one that would bring people together, and also the one that would make people grow apart. Gradually, it gets better in time. Because naturally, people grow from it.

But if you ask me, how would you know if you’re in love?

I would say, “Your head completely shuts off and your heart speaks a million languages, amplified at the maximum volume. The logic of love does not imply, you risk because you know what you feel matters more than of what you think.”

So..?

Are you in love?

You don’t know
how much I miss you
I live each day
as it comes
functioning in all my tasks
smiling when needed
even laughing at times
but inside I am so alone
each minute seems like an hour
each hour seems like a day
What makes this time bearable
are my thoughts of you and
knowing that I will
be with you soon

My sister kept on playing those cheesy love song all day long. So, blame her for the emotional moment. LOL!

What is your issue?!

Forgive me for being oh-so-busy, with one million things in my head to think about, and one million things on my hands to do, that I am not able to HELP (insert irony here) you. Honestly, if you have such an issue, come to my face and tell me.

No need for bitching behind my back.

Oh, and forgive me for being too crude for you, my dear; I’m still working on it. But don’t freaking condemn me for it.

Don’t blame me if things don’t go your way, or if things don’t work out the way you plan it to, or if you’ve got your own life troubles. Oh, and don’t blame me for your PMS-ing. If you PMS, anyway.

Two can play at your game.

Lyana is not happy.

Sometimes, I think talk is cheap.
Most of the time, I’ll fly away.

I’ll be having my last paper today at 9.00am.
My head hurts.

Rational ways to deal with this situation:

1. claim sudden amnesia
2. change my identity
3. leave the country
4. leave the planet

Why am I writing on here instead of revising?

“We may encounter many defeats but we must not be defeated.”
-Maya Angelou-

…I will try to remember this.

Anyway, I’ve receive a Butterfly Award from Shat. Arigato Shat! I’m so honored to be awarded this cute adorable award.

No, that’s not tear in my eye. It’s just allergies. With you, I’m nothing. ^-^

So now I here by present this award to these people

1. Ian Tam
2. Fariza
3. Syude
4. Suthesh
5. Shat
6. Nazay
7. Rashid

Congrats!So once accepted, do the following if you wish:

1. Put the logo on your blog
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you
3. Nominate any number of blog you want to share this award with.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

How true you can be to yourself and other people? I can guarantee you have deceived, at least once to yourself. Perhaps you can instantly recall.

I don’t have any issues if you claimed you’re good at certain things like in studies, playing instruments or writing. For some reasons, one of them is you want to make notions. I can be impressed BUT some nitwits make it obvious that it is totally the opposite. The second case is when you say you love and miss somebody or utter fake praises. You don’t mean it but you say it for the courtesy of replying that somebody back.

Dull wits and senses.

It appears that I am amassing quite a collection of earrings and bangles. This is fabulous, of course, except for the fact that I have no real way of storing them. And it is driving me mad. I am very keen to have all my accessories on display — just keeping them in their cases in a box somewhere isn’t going to cut it. And my earrings keep getting tangled up, which is maddening!

So, tell me — how should I solve this problem?

TADA!!!

Beautiful and functional, this earring stand holds over 32 pairs of my earrings. A perfect display piece for retailers and crafter to use as well. I love it!

I regret to say that I’ve no post for you today, none to come for the week. been pretty busy really, with final exam going on. oh. haih… stress…stress

oh, and the reason I’m not blogging?

I’m having a writer’s block.

I can’t bitch my heart out because the person might just come across this page and terasa.

yah, I kinda don’t want that to happen because I’m trying to refrain from getting myself into not nice situations just to prove to myself that I’ll win the battle. (altho i know i WILL win anyway). FYI, I’m not referring to my boyfriend ok.

so yalah. have a great week ahead and don’t open this page for the week. then you won’t feel so sad. (denial) HAHAHA! [yes, I'm blowing my own horn, ignore me.]

HAPPY 19^th BIRTHDAY YOU FATTY BUMBUM.

this is a musical post.

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to iekah
happy birthday to youuu.

now, you have to imagine the tune yourself.

why I’m happy you’re my sister
*you give me your make-up which you don’t use at all*
*you drive me go out even though I have license*
*you jaga my tepi kain even when I told you not to*

why I’m still dissatisfied
*you like to wear my new cloth even when I say NO*
*you get really really cranky*

hah. may white hair sprout soon! eh, sign of wisdom k.

There’s a meaning behind a kiss.

Twilight is an upcoming 2008 film adaptation of Stephenie Meyer’s 2005 best-selling novel of the same name. Directed by Catherine Hardwicke, the film stars Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson as Bella and Edward respectively. The film will be released in North America on November 21, 2008, taking the release date that the Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince film previously held.

Plot synopsis

Seventeen-year-old Isabella Swan moves to the small town of Forks, Washington to live with her father, Charlie. There, she finds herself drawn to a mysterious classmate, Edward Cullen, who is revealed to be a 108-year-old vampire who is physically just 17. Although Edward discourages the romance at first, they soon fall deeply in love. When the arrival of three nomadic vampires, James, Victoria, and Laurent, puts Bella’s life in danger, Edward and his family, Alice, Carlisle, Esme, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie, put their lives at stake to save her before it’s too late

Cast

The Cullens

• Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen, a 108-year-old vampire who appears to be seventeen. He is Bella’s love interest. He has the ability to read minds, along with superhuman speed and strength.
• Peter Facinelli as Carlisle Cullen, a four-hundred-year-old vampire who looks to be in his mid-20s. He serves as the town’s physician and is the father figure of the Cullen family.
• Elizabeth Reaser as Esme Cullen, Carlisle’s vampire wife and a mother figure to the Cullen family.
• Ashley Greene as Alice Cullen, a member of the Cullen family. She can see the future, based on the decisions that people make.
• Jackson Rathbone as Jasper Hale, a member of the Cullen family who can manipulate emotions. He has the most difficulty maintaining the Cullens’ “vegetarian” lifestyle.
• Nikki Reed as Rosalie Hale, a vampire member of the Cullen family who is described as the most beautiful person alive. She is married to Emmett.
• Kellan Lutz as Emmett Cullen, a member of the Cullen family who is described as extremely muscular. He is Rosalie’s husband and true love.

Nomadic Vampires

• Cam Gigandet as James, leader of a group of nomadic vampires who intends to kill Bella.
• Rachelle Lefèvre as Victoria, James’ mate who assists him in finding Bella.
• Edi Gathegi as Laurent, the most civilized member of James’ coven.

Humans

• Kristen Stewart as Bella Swan, a clumsy seventeen-year-old girl who moves to the small town of Forks, Washington from Phoenix, Arizona about half-way through her junior year of high school.
• Billy Burke as Charlie Swan, Bella’s father and Chief of Police in Forks.
• Sarah Clarke as Renée Dwyer, Bella’s mother who lives in Florida with her newlywed husband, Phil.
• Taylor Lautner as Jacob Black, an old childhood friend of Bella’s and a member of the Quileute tribe.
• Gil Birmingham as Billy Black, Jacob’s father and a friend of Charlie’s.
• Solomon Trimble as Sam Uley, a member of the Quileute tribe who is a werewolf.
• Christian Serratos as Angela Weber, one of Bella’s new friends in Forks.
• Michael Welch as Mike Newton, one of Bella’s new friends who vies for her attention.
• Anna Kendrick as Jessica Stanley, Bella’s first friend in Forks.
• Gregory Tyree Boyce as Tyler Crowley, another one of Bella’s classmates, also vying for Bella’s attention. He nearly hits Bella with his van.
• Justin Chon as Eric Yorkie, one of Bella’s classmates who vies for her attention.
• Matt Bushell as Phil Dwyer, Bella’s stepfather who plays minor-league baseball in Florida.
• Ned Bellamy as Waylon Forge, one of Charlie’s friends at the police station; this character is not featured in the book Twilight.
• José Zúñiga as Mr. Molina, the Biology teacher at Forks High School; in the book Twilight, this character’s name is Mr. Banner.

I can’t wait to see it on cinema.

Another year to create

Precious memories together.

Another year to discover

New things to enjoy about each other.

Another year to build

A life rich in love and laughter.

Another year to strengthen

A relationship that defines “FOREVER”.

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!

LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!