Never Ending Quest
You tell me how did your life start?
Yes, maybe from that moment you came out of that little womb. Throughout your kindergarten, primary and then secondary years. Then comes Diploma, Degree, Masters or maybe PhD. The work, marriage which comes in between your tertiary studies. Have you ever felt that you’re always chasing something in life, when really, you know that’s that.
You see, in my mind it works this way; kindergarten yes, you pass it to get into primary, and you pass primary to get to secondary and then secondary to tertiary. Tertiary for a secured job and payroll and love which comes in between to fulfill your whole lust, emotional support; basically your entire system. Once married, what’s next? Kids. Okay when you’ve kids, what’s next? Religious goals? Toil towards the main purpose in life, to get into Heaven, and if it’s possible, make it the seventh level please.
But really, put religion aside. What really is your point in life? To get rich and build this huge house of your own, and have a happy family. Right, let me tell you, adults just have this constant sexual lust when they are married. I know not all, but they just have to have other sexual partners. Quickie at the pantry with the secretary? Or just mere flings.
You’d say nobody’s perfect yes, and in fact, when you see a wholly perfect, flawless family you’d just say its fake. Straight out from a bloody detergent commercial. But when you see a broken home, really, you’d just say that’s life and start blaming the parents for their miserable kids.
So much for a happy family then.
You just keep moving forward to achieve that long term goals and then what’s next? You just keep bloody running and chasing for the future and run and run and run and run.. it never stops.
Yes you do go phases in life and you grow from it. Divide your life into portions where significant events happen that have strong impacts in your life. Mine was at the age of 6, 10, 15, and it grows from there. Well I think I grow throughout then. But really, it’s so fucking tiring that I feel I’m always chasing something that is never ending.