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Mysterious and Breath-Taking Vampire.
Explicit? No… It’s sexy. Yummy! 
Bella and Edward embrassing nature. Love it!
The Lion and The Lamb.
Edward, Bella, Jacob & James.
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I Hate When…
I HATE WHEN…
- nobody appreciate what I’ve done
- have to deal with damn silly and stupid people
- people who does not know how to treat me
- arguing with not matured people
- people think he/she always right
- he/she made decision according to what other people said
- they are not realize that men are totally different from women
- they assumed their friends is the most happening people in campus
- people lied to me
- they are not realize that they are loser
- they think i can’t be independent
- people underestimate me
- they don’t even know what is the definition of responsibility
- he/she not realize that they are not matured enough
- i can’t say “I HATE YOU” to that particular people…!!
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Dressing = Art
Your wardrobe is a form of self-expression and allows you to be creative every day.
It should reflect your personality, say something about who you are as a person and your values.
If you choose to believe that ‘clothes are not important’ you are losing out – both creatively and also in taking charge of the way you are percieved by others.
You choose which clothes to put on your back, even if you choose to be ‘invisible’ it’s still a choice.
Humans have always appreciated art (think cave paintings), we appreciate beauty, this is in our DNA. Why not take advantage of the daily opportunity of dressing to choose to make yourself a vision of beauty, and make the world a more beautiful place for us all to live in?
Is this a mission you’re willing to accept?
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Pause, Edit, Play
A little something inside of me has brought me here, again. After such a long time. A little something inside of me has died. I barely remember how to put my feet on the ground just so I can face reality again. Not lost, not blown away, am just part of the nocturne.
Perfect tune, perfect pitch but no name for lack of imagination. I need to dig my brain, remove toxics, relink neurons and feed it with burning metal. Hello.
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Holiday in the sun
i’ve put on so much weight im too scared to even weigh myself.
i’ve grown so fat im too scared to wear my fitting jeans.
i look so round i only wear BIG clothes to make it look like it isn’t so.
hahaha. but you know what? im happy!
i get to enjoy all the nice foods.
after this i’ll go on a diet ;p
ive been going out like a lot a lot. hehe.
been meeting up with a lot of people.
been eating a lot of nice food.
been going to a lot of places. (i really mean MALLS)
i miss someone.
quite terribly.
does he miss me too?
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When you say nothing at all
Say what you mean and mean what you say.
And if you ain’t got nothin’ nice to say,
don’t say nothin’ at all.
Tone of voice, choice of words and manner of speaking – all three play separate but equally as integral parts in ensuring healthy and constructive conversation between two parties. When one goes Southwards, everything else goes haywire. That’s just the way it goes.
It’s like a three-legged stool.
As long as all three legs are equally as long and equally as strong as the other, the chair remains steady and upright. But all that can change in the blink of an eye. A single shorter leg will disrupt the delicate balance those three legs have collectively created and that will inevitably result in a rocking stool.
So, when you say things you don’t mean in an argument, in ways you don’t mean when you say them, it no longer matters whether or not you meant them. The bottom line is that you said them anyways. And that, my male friends is a big time stool-shaker.
Let’s be realistic about it. Nothing expressed in anger ever sounds better than it’s meant to sound, right? So that kinda means that Tone of Voice is already a big enough problem to begin with. Controlling the highs and lows and ups and downs in your voice when you’re stressed, frustrated, angered, or even super excited isn’t rocket science but we all struggle with it.
Same goes for Manner of Speaking. Sometimes, we say things in ways that hurt the people we talk to. And sometimes, we’re insensitive enough to go on and on in that same manner for hours on end without even stopping for quick breaths in between. Rude responses and accusatory comments should well be avoided. Know that it is especially hurtful when an argument is conducted in a shamefully discourteous manner.
And when it comes to Choice of Words, I think it’s a no-brainer that takes so much conscious effort it actually tires the speaker out mentally. But it’s SO necessary. I personally feel that the world lacks people who possess the ability to get their point across… and nothing more. Who fight for their cause and stand up for their rights… while using tactful words to soften the blow and lessen the hurt. After all, you initially got into that argument because you aimed to get your point across, right? So, why go all out to hurt the person, too? A bit tukar topik, salah channel di, right?
The use of ‘right’ words in an argument is of utmost importance. It pays to be politically correct lah, okay. Why? Cos what you say is what leaves a lasting effect, if you DON’T. Even after the fight is over and the argument’s done with, if you’ve said something wrong or hurtful, the person you said it to is always left to live with the haunting memory of believing that they are what you say they are when you were angered.
“You’re so useless!”
“Go away! You disgust me!”
“Why are you so stupid?!”
“Go away! You disgust me!”
“Why are you so stupid?!”
Words like these ring in the ears of the receiver long after you’ve both ended the fight. And despite what people tell you, know this: ’sorry’ doesn’t cut it. It just doesn’t. And you should also know that girls know (What!? You think we stupid ah?) that excuses like, “I didn’t mean it that way,” and, “I just said it cos I’m angry and not cos I really meant it,” are lame-ass methods a desperate man will use to save his sorry arse from the wrath of his scorned woman. And don’t you dare give us the, “You should know wat! I where got think you liddat wan?” Well, YOU should know that you crossed sacred lines when you said the things you said.
Bottom line is this: it doesn’t matter what you say after lah, okay? None of it takes away any of the pain you’ve inflicted. It just shows your lack of consideration for the feelings of the person you were upset with. Whether or not you’re being deliberately rude, or just being ignorant to the basic rules of human social behavior, what’s said is said. Thing is, you don’t pay the price. The person you’ve said it to does.
So boys, be tactful… even when you’re angered. It goes a long way. Because when you don’t, it also goes a long way. I’ve had my say. I now leave you with wise words of the great Thumper from Bambi: -
“If you can’t say nothin’ nice,
don’t say nothin’ a’ all.”
don’t say nothin’ a’ all.”
Peace out.
*pause*
*pause*
*pause*
*guilty*
*frowns*
Okay, fine. I’ll play fair.
Girls often shake stools, too.
Are ya happy now!?
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So Last Season
These days, it’s about the brand of clothes you wear, and the expensive things that make you high. It’s about the compliments that make you proud, and also about the attention. From the boy you date to about who gets to be the Barbie and Ken. It’s about the people you hang out with. It’s about the rock music you are hearing to somewhat makes you cool. And letting your friends down, in any ways you can think of because that makes you feel good about yourself. It’s then about the knowledge you don’t share, or simply the love you keep all to yourself. It’s about telling people how heart matters instead of looks, but you don’t practice what you preach.
The truth is, you’re so last season, baby. I never follow trends.
I don’t understand why is there nothing good about the people who can freely choose the type of life they want to live, does it matter so much how many branded clothes you have? And why do people just love to judge by the type of music you’re free to listen to? What about the confidence you carry, or the kind of heart you have, those don’t bring any good to you too? And why is one’s ability to stay happy is called a junk?
They say there’s always a little truth in every “Just kidding”, a little emotion in every “I don’t care”, and a little knowledge in every “I don’t know.” Even I don’t make things clear in between, my point is, well, I shall not conclude anything yet. Everything written down here shows that I’m starting to feel petrified having these kind of people around me.
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It's that time of semester AGAIN
When EXAMS arrive
I’m in a daze,
wishing it were
not EXAM days.
I’m in a daze,
wishing it were
not EXAM days.
When exams arrive people get exam fever, exam blues and are in an exam daze. It is quite common to get the exam fever. The fear of exams is called examphobia.
I did some “case study” of the people who write exams and this was my findings.
You find four (4) types of people in the examination hall.
TYPE 1
Geeky nerds (Gerds)
Appearance – Geeky looking students wearing big glasses and beneath them two big eyes full of excitement at the thought of exams.
Result – 90-100%
Comment – They must be aliens or something…….They actually like studying….
TYPE 2
Mid-night oil burners
Appearance – Droopy, sleepy looking faces with ruffled hair, unpressed clothes, and mismatched socks – going to drop dead any moment look in the eyes. In other words they look like they came from a coal mine that exploded.
Result – 75-90%
Comment – Most of us do this, duh~
TYPE 3
We have an exam today?
Appearance – Clean, trendy, no worries or anxiety, happy, carefree faces with no knowledge of the exam.
Result- Fail
Comment – I don’t know how they don’t know about an exam day.
TYPE 4
Cheaters
Appearance – Faces looking clever, crafty, with eyes that glisten, a unibrow (optional), long pointed nose, a sneaky looking grin.
Result – There are three possibilities,
1.) Copied well and passes with flying colours
2.) Copied badly and fails
3.) Copied and gets caught.
Comment – If these guys spent time studying as much as they spend on cooking up ideas to copy the world will have so many Einsteins.
Which type do you fit into?
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Goodbye 2008! Hello 2009!
today is a new year. a new start. all over again. this year has been full of dramas for me. i had so many awful crying-myself-to-sleep nights. but i also had many many good times. especially with my loved ones. two years ago my life was a living hell. it was pretty messed up. no matter how hard i try and pretend everything was alright i was a mess.
but as time went by, i build my confidence up again and i realized a lot of things. i learned a lot too. today i can say that i am a much better person than i used to be and i am very much happy about that. i am fighting for what i love and not giving up to anything or ANYONE about it. i have friends around me that cares, minus HYPOCRITES. i know better not to end up going down that awful road i was at. basically, i am just very much happy and satisfied at where i stand today.
i hope that this year will be an even better year and i will be much stronger than i am.
what i want/hope to achieve in year 2009?
- not be so emotional (papakins would probably laugh at this. lol)
- focus more on studies
- not skipping class like nobody’s business =P
- stop spending cash like water (i need to start saving)
- get good grades
- not be so childish (i can be a real brat at times, i know)
- appericiate people who love me and ignore those hypocrites.
- not be so lazy to work out (that means you too, papakins)
thats all i can think of right now.
Happy New Year, everyone!
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