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Everyday I love you (^-^)

There’s nothing fancy bout the way i love you,
There’s nothing you could not find in any other man.
There’s nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
But I love you as hard as I can.

There’s no good reason for the way you love me,
But you’re my walking dream come true.
There’s no good reason for the way you love me,
But I thank God that you do.

I don’t know the perfect conversation,
I don’t know the way to turn a head,
I don’t know the perfect way to prove my love,
But I know I’ll love you till I’m dead.

There’s nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
It’s as simple as the stars in the sky, and the blue in the sea.
There’s nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
But it sure is fancy how you love me.

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Lyana is so damn malas to write.
Harap maklum.

I’ll get back soon, okay?
Jangan lari.

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3 Words, 8 Letters

3 words, 8 letters. Say it and I’m yours.

He loves her and she clearly adores him, but they are not together. She might be the girl of his dreams and he might be the only person she can rely on when things don’t go her way, but neither of them is willing to give in. Neither of them wants to be owned by the other.

Love is definitely not a boring boy-meets-girl, girl-hates-boy, and boy-marries-girl for Blair and Chuck. Just when you think they are actually having their sweetest onscreen confession, one of them would spoil the moment and drive away the other until their apparently good relationship goes kaput. It’s self-sabotage really. It is pretty obvious that all they want is to be with each other, but because of their flawed characters plagued by insecurities, they always end up in the arms of another. This endless cycle has everyone asking the biggest Gossip Girl quiz to date: When will Blair and Chuck quit these mind games they play on each other?

Click here to read more about when Blair and Chuck will say those 3 words, 8 letters.

PS: I love them so much. If you haven’t watch this TV Series, BOO!!!!

Yada…yada…yada!

 

I can’t help but to think, about our habits.

As we know, time changes as season changes. Acquaintances or ‘friends’ change from time to time. Flings, scandals and lovers, they come, they go. But your soul mate? Let’s save it until you have really found yours.

You see, I have always been fascinated on how my daily routines changed from one week to another. I mean, yeah sure, the days in that week would be somewhat similar, but the following week, they are not exactly similar. They change.

A couple of months ago, I would go socialize with some acquaintances from college. Which by now, I have realized that I am not exactly that kind of a person who actually goes out with acquaintances and just hang out. No. I might as well do something more beneficial than wasting time, staring at each other, drinking teh-o-ais.

Today, well today, I wonder hard how ‘hang out’ buddies change, just like seasons do. But the closed ones remain.

How are social habits formed? From where I stand, well, I guess it’s pretty much influenced by the people around me. Or people that matter to me. You see, when you start to talk often to a person, you would spend more time with him/her. Like casual hang-outs, text-messages, calls etc.

I must say, it is funny how text-messaging is sooooo vital in the social context nowadays. You know like, when a guy wants to hit on a girl, he starts texting her and shit. Like 24/7. Or, how friends constantly talk to each other on text messaging. Zzz. Bad habit, bad habit. Bazir duit pun ada.

Don’t get me wrong. New habits that adapt to your ever-changing lifestyle are pretty good, you see? You wouldn’t want a mundane lifestyle throughout. So, habits break, forming new ones.

But what happens when a person has become your daily habit, and you don’t really want it to change just yet?

We always get bored with those whom we bore

Wondering and I must ask you, don’t you get bored of reading blogs? Especially this particular one. I feel like I’m drying out. And the themes for every posts are similar.

But still, I love to write. So how?

Oh, No! I got TAGGED!

1.        What’s your previous ex’s name?

§          It was so easy to remember. My cousin’s name + my dad’s name = M******* A****** J*****

2.        When did you guys hook up?

§          Hurm… Let me think. If I’m not mistaken after SPM. You do the math.

3.        How long did you think you’d last?

§          Not long due to some complication. No chemistry

4.        If you would have had kids with him/her, what would have been their names?

§          Dunno. Never plan it.

5.        Do you still love him/her?

§          He’s my past

6.        Would you get back with them?

§          Why would I? I’m happy now.

7.        Was he/her your first love?

§          Nope. My first love is a different story.

8.        What did your parents think of him/her?

§          Not sure. Didn’t really bother to ask them about it.

9.        Did you get along with his/her friends?

§          Only a few of them. Probably because of different cliques group that we are in.

10.     Did he/her get along with your friends?

§          No. some of my friends in MMU Malacca didn’t really like him. Shhhh~

11.     Why did you break up?

§          Basically I wasn’t feeling it any more with him.

12.     Was it a “Clean” Break up?

§          Not sure because I just don’t bother about it anymore. Call me cold hearted, I don’t care. *evil laugh*

13.     Do you still talk to this person?

§          No. He goes his own way and I go with mine.

14.     If they were right in front of you what would you say to them?

§          ……………

15.     Where did you meet?

§          Volleyball practice. Secondary school. I had a crush on his friend but dia pulak yang respond. Haish… Salah mantera. LOL!

16.     What was the best part of your relationship?

§          Can’t recall.

17.     Would you be able to wake up to that face every morning?

§          I rather wake up to face my Papakins *kiss kiss Papakins*

18.     Did your siblings like him/her?

§          Just a part of him.

19.     Would you rather him/her text you or call you?

§          Like he have the gut to text/call me. Give me a break!

20.     Do you wish he/she called/text you right now?

§          I wish nothing. If he has the gut to do either one, go ahead.

21.     What are your latest thoughts of him/her?

§          I just hope for the best for him. Nothing more, nothing less.

22.     What’s your favorite memory with that person?

§          None that I could think of.

23.     Remembering all that, does it make you miss them?

§          Hahaha… you gotta be kidding me. NO!

24.     Now, honestly, do you still love him/her?

§          Are you shitting me?! Of course not!

  

So now, I here by tag the following people;

Ø        Shat

Ø        Nazay

Ø        Suthesh

Ø        Fariza

Ø        Syude

Ø        Ana

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Think about it

 

“And it could be that humanity will someday “‘come of age,’”
outgrow religion and stand on its own as an autonomous adult.”
Louis P. Pojman

SO FUCKING TRUE.

Tell me, how many are in the race holding tightly to the sacred teachings? And how many are in the race generated by worldly things but yet; are carrying portions of humanity with them while they are chasing life away?Yes, my eyes are open. Not fully, but wide enough to see this other side of life approach. So don’t worry dear heart, I’ll pick my words carefully. If only I could talk to the Mastermind behind all these chaos; I would probably be laughing at all my questions.

 

PS: Can’t wait to be back in Cyber on Friday & meet Papakins. Me miss him su much.

To live or to die?!

It’s really funny if you think about the life and the death. Many of us know that we are bound to leave this world just any seconds. We feel bad about it, know that we should live and love. But too bad, the forces are stronger, most of us tend to forget about it as time passes on. We live loud.