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Seriously , blogging doesn’t hold my interest anymore. I am currently busy catching up with the new semester, hectic schedules, spent time with Papakins and planning out a online garage sale :D. For those who have already seen my wardrobe, yes… I’m finally going to sale out some of them :(.

My body is aching in every single bone intact , time never seemed to be enough. I am so lucky to be blessed with a understanding boyfriend who is always there for me. I love u sayang! MuaxXx…

Anyways, I’ll be back with more ridiculous and new updates. IF! and only if. So, just stay tune.

But for now, bye bye. ADIOS!

I AM…

Who I AM

Through all and because of

All I have done

All I have seen

All I have experienced

I AM…

Who I AM

For what I have said

And did not say

For what I have heard

And not heard

I AM…

Who I AM

Because of all of you

All who have been in my life

Because of all the love

And no love

I AM…

Who I AM

Because God made me

Because God loves me…unconditionally

Because, I AM…

I must confess that I wasn’t exactly eager to see “The Hannah Montana Movie.” I’m not saying that I’m not a fan of the Disney TV show, it’s just that I’m not up for the movie…yet. But one thing is for sure, the movie is a harmless, engaging and squeaky clean piece of fluffery that should please its target demographic. Cyrus herself is the right mixture of peppy and energetic, even when you know where the predictable, threadbare plot is going.

Those familiar with the TV show know that Cyrus plays Miley Stewart, who’s secretly the young blond-wigged tween superstar Hannah Montana. She’s really a normal girl who gets into trouble like everyone else, to the consternation of her single dad Robby Ray (played by Miley’s real-life Dad, country singer Billy Ray Cyrus). Her best pal and cohort in crime is Lily (Emily Osment, Haley Joel’s younger sis), along with older, clumsy brother Jackson (Jason Earles), and the well-meaning but mischief-laden Rico (Moises Aras), all from the TV show.

Her career seems to get in the way of everything, and her Dad takes her back to her roots and hometown Crowley Corners in Tennessee as sort of a “Hannah Detox” and remind her of who she really is. Of course, there’s a boy for her to fall in love with, ranch hand Travis (Lucas Till), not to mention her no-nonsense Grandmother (the ever-lovable character actress Margo Martindale) and her slick agent (Vanessa Williams), who wants her to come back to L.A. to be Miley. Granny has run into problems when a developer (Barry Bostwick) wants to modernize the town, and it’s up to Hannah/Miley to save the day while falling in love and keeping her identity a secret.

“The Hannah Montana Movie” is really just a retread of the show expanded to a little over 90 minutes with a few fun, padded musical numbers, but those who love the show will also love the movie. At a recent screening, the young girls in the audience were more than enthusiastic - clapping and cheering when Cyrus came on screen.

The plot? Predictable as always. Love angle? Gooey as always. Cyrus herself? Engaging as always, and zany too especially when trying to be two separate people in two places at the same time. Whatever you think of Cyrus or Hanna Montana, you have to give her credit - her movie is clean, goofy fun and suitable for everyone. And be thankful, there are lots of worse things young girls could be doing this weekend. Definitely recommended for its target audience and should be a big, big hit.

The recent buzz about the ‘New Moon’ trailer has put a spell on fans all across America and around the world as well. If you have not seen this trailer, then you are missing out on the preview to the most anticipated sequel of the year to last year’s blockbuster hit, ‘Twilight’. From the looks of it, I think that it will exceed every Twilighter’s expectations and bust the box office wide open.

It also brings up the question, “What side are you on?”  The main focus of this movie would young Jacob Black, which is played by Taylor Lautner, who transforms into a Quileute wolf when trying to save Bella Swan, who is played by Kristen Stewart from a bloodthirsty vampire. Edward, who is played by Robert Pattinson, in his efforts to keep Bella alive, decides to disappear and promises her that she will never see him again.

Not seeing Edward again would make anyone depressed, I’m getting depressed just thinking about it. Since ‘Twilight’ focused on the vampire side, ‘New Moon’ will focus more on the werewolf side, with the growing friendship of Bella and Jacob and it will not only force Bella to choose where her loyalties lie but also the fans who have come love Edward as well.

Where do your loyalties lie?

The ‘New Moon’ will come into theaters on November 20, 2009.

Here’s are some of the movie’s poster for all you Twilight lovers.

Guess what??
I vomited TWICE yesterday
My body temperature shot up last night
and I was wrapping myself with a huge BROWN SWEATER and YELLOW BLANKET
It was so cold, I swear, I could have froze to death on the spot.
Then again, it was just me

Must have been that stupid food I took earlier
Bad combination for my acidic stomach, seriously.

So, it was not a pleasant sleep for me last night.
Bad dreams … (seem to get that a lot when I am sick)
High fever ….
Sweating out the toxins in my body.
That is what I normally do when I get sick
I sweat it out, literally. Papakins petua
Bundle myself with layers of clothing/blankets
and sleep without the fan/air-con.
No doctors, nor antibiotics for me! I hate doctors

Trust me. It is the best remedy!
Fever’s all gone when I woke up
although my head’s still spinning and my stomach is still not being nice to me.
If I eat too much, I will puke it all out instantaneously.

P.S: I miss my Papakins <3

If I were really and truly stranded on a deserted island, there’s only one person I’d really want with me.

Yes, Dr McDreamy from Grey’s Anotomy. He’s my McDreamy + McHottie + McSteamy Isn’t he gorgeous?

What? You don’t know who he is? Ok, let me tell you about him.

Dr Derek Shepherd a.k.a Dr. McDreamy

Derek Shepherd is a renowned brain surgeon who we are led to believe moved to Seattle from New York a little bit before the series debuted. He and his intern, Meredith Grey, met and slept together during the Pilot, before they even knew each other’s identity, with their romance blossoming soon after.

Derek is married to Dr. Addison Montgomery Shepherd, who he left in New York after finding her in bed with his best friend Mark Sloan, a plastic surgeon. Addison joining the staff at Seattle Grace during Season Two resulted in constant conflict for Derek as he struggles to repair his marriage and deal with his feelings for Ms. Grey. Ultimately, he goes for his true love.

Dr. Shepherd was nicknamed “McDreamy” by the female interns at Seattle Grace. The man has some amazing hair. He and Dr. Preston Burke (while he was around) were among the hospital’s top surgeons and there has been occasional friction other which one the chief, Dr. Richard Webber, would name as his successor.

Derek was named Chief of Surgery by Richard at the end of Season Three, but he did not accept. He and Addison got a divorce after he rekindled his love for Mer, but he has expressed doubts over that relationship’s chances of lasting, as well. As he put it, he doesn’t know if he can keep breathing for her.

We’ll see what Season Four holds for these two.

OMG! those eyes and that smile,  my knees weakening

Derek Shepherd flashes that familiar smile and make me melt in those photos. Argh!

The Rove beetle that is increasingly common in Malaysia. Their bodies contain the toxin paederin (hence Paederous dermatitis) that causes burns on human skin whenever they are crushed. Interestingly the beetles were used to burn off warts in the past. It starts off with some erythema/redness and then with patches of ulceration where the beetle has been crushed.

The rove beetles are surprisingly small and very easy to miss. Normally they fly into your house via the windows as they are attracted to light at night. They can fly up apartment blocks and are common if you live near a hill or jungle.

INFORMATION ON CHARLIE a.k.a ROVE BEETLE

The Rove Beetle is less than 1 cm long. The body is dark orange and the tip of the abdomen, the upper abdomen and the head are black. The upper middle iridescent greenish region of the abdomen are the hard wings (elytra). A pair of transparent wings are neatly folded and hidden under the hard wings. During daytime, the beetle will be seen crawling around swiftly with hidden wings resembling ants. When disturbed it raises the abdomen in a threatening gesture like a scorpion and can fly away. It can also run on water swiftly !

The haemolymph in the beetle’s entire body (except the wings) contains the most poisonous animal contact toxin in the world called ‘pederin’. It is 12 times more poisonous than cobra venom !  Contact collision with the beetle while traveling or sleeping, crushing it on the body or smearing with soiled fingers can cause conjunctivitis and severe dermatitis known as dermatitis linearis.

Since the beetle is attracted to lights at night, switch off or minimize the lighting and close doors/ windows during the beetle epidemic. Use fine mosquito netting, aerosol insect spray, glue traps etc. Do not sit near lights, do not smash the beetle on the body, just blow it away ! If there is contact with the beetle, immediately wash the affected area with soap and water. Those who suffer severe skin reactions should seek medical attention.

Yes, this is how it looks like on my tight. And yes, I got this love bite from Charlie, the Rove Beetle.

FYI, this is not my tight. Just for illustration purpose.

An ancient secret brotherhood. A devastating new
weapon of destruction. An unthinkable target.

World-renowned Harvard symbologist Robert Langdon is summoned to a Swiss research facility to analyze a cryptic symbol seared into the chest of a murdered physicist. What he discovers is unimaginable: a deadly vendetta against the Catholic Church by a centuries-old underground organization — the Illuminati. Desperate to save the Vatican from a powerful time bomb, Langdon joins forces in Rome with the beautiful and mysterious scientist Vittoria Vetra. Together they embark on a frantic hunt through sealed crypts, dangerous catacombs, deserted cathedrals, and the most secretive vault on earth . . . the long-forgotten Illuminati lair.

Earth — Habakkuk and the Angel in Chigi Chapel of Santa Maria del Popolo

Fire — The Ecstasy of St Teresa sculpture at the church of Santa Maria della Vittoria

Air — West Ponente at Saint Peter’s Square

Water — The famous Fountain of Four Rivers at Piazza Navona

I love the mystery of the storyline, drama, thrills and a little bit of actions perhaps. I just gotta know what happen next… Just love it.

People said that the book’s version is much more better than the movie’s version. For now, I’ll settle with the movie version as I have not yet finish reading the book.

Countless times I’ve looked through my closet, flipped through every single piece of clothing I own, and stomped out of my room, defeated, exclaiming ‘I have nothing to wear!’ Of course, there are things that I could wear, but the sweater I reached for is so out dated, and I can’t remember if skinny jeans are in right now – or whether it even matters.

If you can relate at all, it’s time for a closet over-haul. Fashion faux pas these days work at lightning speed - only true Superwomen can keep up with what’s in style this second and what isn’t. And with the current economic downturn now is not really the time to go on a spree and flip your closet. Instead, let’s divide and conquer, find the faux pas hiding in your closet, and re-work your clothes so they can see the light of day once again. Clear some space on your floor, to donate, keep, and store.

Faux Pas #1: The Nostalgia Trap

A large number of fashion faux pas result from a nostalgic act of pack-ratting possessions from decades past – I mean, admit it, a great number of us still actually owned a scrunchies when the Sex and the City episode aired that caused a record-number of pouffy, velvet hair elastics to be thrown in the trash for good. And I don’t care who knows it, but I still have a faded Kurt Cobain concert t-shirt - and I don’t think I will be throwing it away any time soon. But the lesson here is that if you really can’t part with your keepsakes, for cripes-sake keep them in a neatly labeled storage container - not proudly on your back.

Once these items are placed out of site, scan your closet. The next things to pull out are all of the clothes that – now be honest – don’t fit properly. This brings us to…

Faux Pas #2: The Reality Blinder

Whiskered jeans are not flattering…

Forget the saying ‘ignorance is bliss’ - plain ignoring reality is never a good idea when picking your outfit.

Skinny jeans that are too tight, shirts that are boxy, the dress you are saving for the day you fit into it again, the whole lot – if you realize that the clothes in your closet really don’t work on you, send them to charity – life is too short to spend your days in uncomfortable jeans. Wardrobes need not be about quantity – a small closet stocked with the right pieces can be mixed with multiple items for a new life.

Now marvel at your newly spacious closet.

Gladiator Sandal

I’m lusting over these Steve Madden Maddiee Sandals

The ever-popular gladiator sandal continues to be all over the runways – so hold on to them. Look to Ann Demeulemeester’s Spring 2009 collection for inspiration.

Statement Necklace

I love this  necklaces.

Statement necklaces are fortifying their stronghold on necklines. So the jewelery from the past two seasons is still relevant. Look to Dries Van Noten for inspiration, and consolation that while it may look too large in the store, it can elevate an otherwise simple look.

Black & White

The color palette of black, white, and nudes – seen on the runways of Chanel, Ann Demeulemeester, and Dries Van Noten - will transition from fall into spring (perhaps a reflection of the sombre economic mood these days? Or perhaps I’m reading into it).

Chanel’s latest collection retains the air of last season’s Mad Men craze. If you look in your closet and see that you already own a pair of black trousers or a knee-length pencil skirt, consider purchasing a bow-tie top, and you’ve just created two new stylish looks.

What to do if you spent all your savings on last season’s super saturated garb? Shelve it until the recession worries are over, or pair bright accessories sparingly with neutrals. The silver lining is that in a time when money is tight, fashion trends are moving forward in a gradual progression, rather than making a complete departure from seasons past – so, with a few small tweaks it is possible to stay in fashion and stay on budget.

PS: Coming up next, ‘how to re-organize your closet?’. Stay tune

Girls that can’t get enough of self-picture taking (CAM WHORES!)

Girls who post pictures or videos of themselves on the Internet to gain attention. The term disparages those who post pictures of themselves at inappropriate times or places, and usually implies self-absorption.

It is usually synonymous with “attention whore”.

Hey, I have nothing against girls’ blog with thousands of pictures of themselves and they either have nothing to say, or simply brainless.

This is what we call ‘professional’ cam WHORE

It just gets on your nerves, when you are outing with this kind of bitches for dinner, and they couldn’t stop fucking with their 5.0 mega pixels digital camera or their camera phones.

• It’s like she gets on your car and *snaps* *snaps*
• In front the restaurant, *snaps* *snaps*
• After got in the restaurant, *snaps* *snaps*
• Looking at the menu, *snaps* *snaps*
• Food finally arrived, *snaps* *snaps*
• First intake of the food, *snaps* *snaps*
• Second intake of the food, *snaps* *snaps*
• Third….*snaps* *snaps*
• Forth….*snaps* *snaps*
• Fifth….*snaps* *snaps*
• …..
• ….
• …
• ..
• .
• Final intake of the food, *snaps* *snaps*
• Empty plates, *snaps* *snaps*
• After dinner cam whoring sessions, *snaps* *snaps* *snaps* *snaps* *snaps* *snaps*
• Paid, received the receipt, *snaps* *snaps* on it.
• Another *snaps* *snaps* session in your car.
• *snaps* *snaps* again before get off your car.

Ugghhh! Fucking annoying bitches!

Unagi, Sakae or other Maki for RM2? Count me in!

The recent bonanza (13-16 April) held exclusively for Sushi King Card members (just like every year) spelled a frenzy of sushi-lovers.

During our lunch break on last Wednasday, Fazri, Mogi, Papakins and I went to Alamanda and we dug in like crazy, just like the rest. But in a more refined manner of course. Hey, we’re just trying to be civil.

I can still recall how those people sniggered at those gluttons when we saw them standing up and running to the conveyor belt every time new plates were placed there. Or worse, some were even yelling at the poor sushi chef all ‘cos they ain’t getting a particular sushi.

Very satisfying. Sorry folks, no pictures were taken coz we were to busy stuffing our belly with sushi. LOL!

P.S: Papakins was damn happy that day coz he finally bought his HVL-F58AM Flash unit.

Never meant to cause you no pain
When I said I never wanted to see you again, Ohh
Took advantage of all that I gave, babe
So what’s the news, tryen to get me to stay

Tried everything to make this thing work
Cause I found that you were god’s gift to the earth, no
You could have told me we wouldn’t be, yea
Together… forever

Tell me why, now that I’m leaven you’re missen me
Tell me why, (oh why) when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, (oh why) now that I moved on you’re wanting me
But baby its too late now I don’t want to go back to yesterday

I was everything you wanted in a man, baby
Everyday I try to do the best that I can ohh
But you never thought that I’d be the one, yeah
(ohh baby, baby)

Please, tell me why, now that I’m leaven you’re missen me you’re missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you’re wanting me, yeah, yeah
Baby but its too late now I don’t want to go back to yester

No I don’t want you back no I don’t feel your pain
You gotta understand that I’m finally a man
Please don’t say anymore
I’m already out the door
Aint nothing you can do
Cause baby I’m over you

It’s the end, oh
Baby its getting old
Cant take the stress in mer
So baby I’ve gotta leave
This is my final good bye
Baby tell me why
Ohh baby

Yeah yeah, oha oha oha oha
Well baby its too late now I don’t wanna go back to yeste

Tell me why, now that I’m leaven you’re missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you’re wanting me
But baby its and its too late now, now and no I don’t wanna go back to yesterday

P.S: These guys are so…. drop dead gorgeous. I want them for my birthday.

Definite, indefinite. Apparently we are all here indefinite of the things in lives. Walking, jogging, maybe running towards the something(s) that would clarify the definites. Almost absolute definites.

I am tired of this cognitive war.

Tired, of mentally walking and running from the things that scare me. Tired, of mentally walking and running towards the things that facilitate life. Tired, of abstractly chasing the possible selves; the ideal self.

Indefinite of what we are supposed to learn from these phases. On how we’re supposed to juggle these shitty colorful, plastic balls. On how we are to manage the entire system and plan the plans ideally.

On the real meanings on what this entire thing is really about.

Indefinite of the definites. Definite of the indefinites.

My friends, there is one thing that gets in the way of all of us functioning properly: that is emotions. It halts the ferocity of our quests, ruins the strength for the goal, and last but not least: dooms us to a knee-wobbling succumb.

Do not give in to the flubby-wubby inside of you! March on soldier!

You might have the bag, the shoes, and the whole ensemble — but could you be missing one vital accessory? How many of you would dish out the dough for a fabulous designer label water bottle? If you said yes, brace yourself for the latest trend that’s not only fashionable, but health-conscious, too! Jean Paul Gaultier has teamed up with Evian Natural Spring Water to create a limited edition water bottle, available at ShopEvian.com for a modest sum (if you’re really into your water bottles). This release will mark their second annual designer bottle.

Will it be the must-have for all you fashionistas out there? I mean, how many of us actually get our daily-recommended dose of H20? Might as well drink up in style, right?

ASSVERTISING: The practice of wearing pants with a company’s name, logo, mission statement, or other agenda strategically sewn across your rear end. May cause frequent stares of admiration, disbelief, and disgust.

I think it’s safe to say that Juicy Couture started this phenomenon, creating booty billboards everywhere from Los Angeles to Miami and Malaysia…and the assvertising phenomenon just grew from there. First bums were Juicy, then they were Delicious, Bootylicious, and eventually evolved into PINK, Princess, Go Michigan!, you name it. Clearly, they’re meant to be looked at, right? I mean, can men really be blamed for gawking when you’ve got the word “Juicy” scrawled across your backside? And do we care if they do look? When you buy a pair of these pants, aren’t you entering into an unspoken contract that permits all living, breathing males with 20/20 vision to stare at your derriere? Why else would you be wearing them?

What do you guys think about letting your tush serve as a free billboard? Is assvertising a cute concept, or totally uncool? Do you own any assvertisements? Where do you wear them? Do you get stares? And do you mind?

“Haih… you of all people I expect not to be fooled Yana.”

Good boy friend, on my petty life events.

I smiled reading this, because although she was partially mocking me, but at least she knows me well enough to know that in mundane circumstances I know what to do and what not to do. Only this one, it has a little twist.

And she knows well enough what this is about when I replied

“I’m not going to say it. Because I always say the same thing to you, you’ll get bored.”

There’s lots of Twilight merchandise available but all of them are from US. Can anyone buy for me, pleaseee…

You know what I envy about others? Is that they are so fucking sure of what they want. They are not indecisive like I am. They are sure of what they want. Or so they seem to appear.

You know, answering questions objectively. Like me, I’d always answer, “maybe” or, “depends” or, “see lah”.

So yes, I am fucking envious of people who can make their decisions objectively. You know, the direct, “Yes” or “No”.

But with me, it’s a totally different story. And so, I put things on hold. After all, it’s bliss - all these silence.